6 November 2021, first autumn

I feel in deep euphoric meeting fellow indonesians or even any muslims here, but whenever we part away, i

always find myself weeping silently knowing that i'm

alone all by myself. Time zone diff make it difficult to

contact my family when they are awake, when evening

approach here, it's already late night at home where

everyone sleeps. I wish to have at least a single soul

here to be a company on these gloomy and lonely

days, and all i ask is for a tough heart and strong will

to cope all this alone, by myself.